945AM

@ firefly w/ Briconomu .

bout to hit the 17 then the caltrain then the bart then walk to jack’s in Oakies

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1015AM

on 17 - listening to bonjo mila marion mom and dad at the santa barbara zoo, all jamming on one of their mallet instruments outside. part of the chill poliwat playlist. nice and calming.

bumping jimmothy leary

just saw him at safeway last night, we’re going to hang the second I’m done with the play basically. can’t wait omg! He’s playing a set at the church house as well I really wish I could go - it’s going to be vibey of vibes.

been reading the sequal to 2001 a space odyssey - it’s 2010 and pretty tight. Love how they fucked up the years on the damn thing.

so limited is the vision of man

There’s an Arthur C clarke book marinating n a jar of I think water at the noisebridge library.

Brianna lent me 7 bucks for the 17 bus but now I gotta take caltrain and can’t pay it so I wanna sneak on and hope I get to the end of the line with no one ever watching for my ticket.

yesterday was a good v day - we got fucked up

I’ve never done something like this before. Usually I can write anything on poliwat - but I can’t seem to bring myself to writing about it. Not yet. I’m going to meditate on it a bit first.

Song writing has been my only therapy and secret sauce.

am I a master or a victim to
same spot and a different girl  

WHEN YOU HAVE A PHNONE
BUT ON A BAD DAY THE PHONE GETS YOU
IN NO WAYS i TAKE THE TIME TO GET YOU
BACK IN SAN JOSE THIS TIME WITH YOU
IN MIND WITH YOU IN MIND WITH YOU IN MIND

WENT FROM SCIENCE GIRLTO TWITTER GIRL TO LAWYER
BE MY (ed)

basking in the wisdom of micky avalon:

my dick bigger than a bridge
your dick look little kids
my dick rumble in the jungle
your dick got touched by your uncle


this cable is going out

im going out

and in

1143am

caltrain left too fast so having to wait an hour

feeling the play pressure hard right now

zoom 83 classified -fa

wow i cant find some tape - and that’s not good

the trippy freestyle stuff ya know hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

im going to explode i know it

ijust need to abstract it away

into making bank

right now

dont give a shit anymore

i knew id find the reason

well thats wrong

i knew the reason’ld find me

and now that is has

im going to explode

and i dont know what thats going to sound like

I love you

if my only muscle is make art

then is that my only thought

so dumb

wish I could be

transparent, I love you and I can’t wait to see you again. My whole body is tingling from pink powder drink thats used as a preworkout, but my tingles are coming from thinking of you .

you made a mistake

never underestimate the power of love

250pm

ok ok ok ok just got to noisebridge but god damn helen and jack had to go for the theatre so fuck now I gotta just chase after them - should’ve taken the earlier bus … going to make some tea and take off.

met a guy steven on the caltrain he gave me directions and we walked a bit and I bummed a cig. cool guy, we both talked about addiciton - he was heading to the tenderloin to score some meth and I told him I could get him in the play tonight for free

bon frank

von dutch

ed roff

steven rook